Mother has been constantly badgering me about getting married as soon as possible. I don't understand why she won't just let me live my life. When I find a man, I will marry him, but until then there is no need to be in haste. Just yesterday she was talking about Mr. Collin. I do not like him. I know for a fact that I would not be happy with him and he would not be happy with me. When I told her I was not fond of Mr. Collin, she went on a fit about how I do not act lady-like.
Father doesn't mind that I am the way I am. He actually loves the way I am. Father said that I was going to find an amazing husband one day, but then he went back to reading. I really wish father would spend more time with us sometimes, but he's always busy.
Though there is one face I wish I could forget. That Darcy makes me so angry. He is so prideful and arrogant. Why does he think he is so much better than the rest of the world? Maybe it's his looks? Maybe it's his money? Nonetheless his snub attitude is most unappealing. Calling me tolerable? Hmph.
